Far from giving Ella the sack, she had developed the same wistful respect for her that she had for the glossy magazine she had had to leave. She would casually remark that she had working for her someone who was a ‘highbrow’ — someone whose stories had been published in the ‘highbrow papers’.

And she had a far warmer, more human understanding of the letters which came into the office than Dr West.

She now protected Ella by saying: ‘I agree with Ella. Whenever I take a look at her weekly dose of misery, I don’t know how she does it. It depresses me so I can’t even eat. And believe me, when my appetite goes, things are serious.’

Now everybody laughed, and Ella smiled gratefully at Patricia. Who nodded, as if to say: ‘It’s all right, we weren’t criticizing you.’

Now the talk began again and Ella was free to look around her. The living-room was large. A wall had been broken down. In the other, identical little houses of the street, two minute ground-floor rooms served as kitchen — full of people and used to live in, and parlour, used for company. This room was the entire ground-floor of the house, and a staircase led up to the bedrooms. It was bright, with a good many different colours — sharp blocks of contrasting colour, dark green, and bright pink and yellow. Mrs West had no taste, and the room didn’t come off. In five years’ time, Ella thought, the houses down the street will have walls in solid bright colours, and curtains and cushions in tune. We are pushing this phase of taste on them — in Women at Home, for instance. And this room will be — what? Whatever is the next thing, I suppose … but I ought to be more sociable, this is a party, after all …

Looking around again she saw it was not a party, but an association of people who were there because the Wests had said: ‘It’s time we asked some people around,’ and they had come saying: ‘I suppose we’ve got to go over to the Wests.’

I wish I hadn’t come, Ella thought, and there’s all that long way back again. At this point a man left his seat across the room and came to sit by her. Her first impression was of a lean young man’s face, and a keen, nervously critical smile which, as he talked, introducing himself (his name was Paul Tanner and he was a doctor), had moments of sweetness, as it were against his will, or without his knowledge. She realized she was smiling back, acknowledging these moments of warmth, and so she looked more closely at him. Of course, she had been mistaken, he was not as young as she had thought. His rather rough black hair was thinning at the crown, and his very white, slightly freckled skin was incised sharply around his eyes. These were blue, deep, rather beautiful; eyes both combative and serious, with a gleam in them of uncertainty. A nerve-hung face, she decided, and saw that his body was tensed as he talked, which he did well, but in a selfwatchful way. His self-consciousness had her reacting away from him, whereas only a moment ago she had been responding to the unconscious warmth of his smile.